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ok well its opnly thurs and im bored outta my mind havnt really been going out tht much to be fair and if i have gone out its been to crappy rnb places and im not happy i wanna go sumwhere decent lol anyways me and the buddy guy who i relaly liek and still really dig i think were just gunna be freinds he doesnt seem tht keen nemore and we speak to each otehr less and less but the funny thing is his friend tom has taken an intrest in me or it seems like he has lol with his email and textual flirting i even got a msg this morning saying what time do u fiish wrk case ill give u a call after work i was like aww even buddy never said tht to me lol he is cute tho and i like himbut after the whole buddy thing im not gunna get alot of hope in this new found intrest ive given up telling guys tht i liek them and also given up on guys who wnt tell me how they feel about me cause im nearly 20 havnt had a bf for like 6 months now and its like i really wanna be loved and all tht jazz u no!!???

anyways enough of all tht crappy shite tht i be chatting about and whos coming slimes ont he 2nd jessi invited me so im gunna go i ahve thorpe park during the day too lol gunna be a wicked weekend tht week me thinks :D


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well so far this week has been so crappy got told by danny the guy i have such fucking strong feelings for tht he just wanted to be friends after he said im seeing sum1 atm not serious just causal and fun and tht he wanted to just sleep around and pull girls while i wanted different things :( fucking gay lol after he stayed round mine and i stayed at is we hugged and kissed it felt so right but i guess to him it didnt and i was heartbroken for the 2nd time this year its getting worse for me i swear im never gunna find any1 and its gay lol all the guys i like are either too good looking for me to even get a look in or there taken but flirt with me lol i cant win! :( also today i was supposed to get paid as im going away sun to spain for a week and this wks pay was gunna be my spending money all 300 of it lol and i didnt even get paid :( this is getting so shitty :(

well hello there
long time no posting nm has happened really since my last post i am now supervisor of the goose in fulham i have new red hair :D and i look hott haha
i sooooooo cant wait till download me and sezzy in a tent get mullerd all day for 4 days woooooooo yea hehe means i can get to no her better :D which is awsome and we gets to see hott guys hott bands and overall HOTNESS :D


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haha sorry found that ammusing
anyways back to the post
im offically ill :( and have been
for the past 4 days i got
a week off wrk from the docs
and am on loadsa drugs to get better this
flu is the worst ive had in like a year
but fingers crossed i shall be well for fri i wanna
go to camden during the day tho and ooooooo
laura cud i stay at urs on fri? well sat morning lol catch ya laters mwah x

im so bored guys :( its my day off for the first time in 10 days and i have no money till 2moro wen i get paid lol so gay xxx

hey party peeps slimes tonight wahey im gunna get mullerd yay hehehe i gots my belly redone yesterday on the bottom looks uber hott :d hope i shall see u all there tonight MWAH XXXXXXXXXXXXX

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sooooo true tho lol x

well its nearly friday and i wanna go out this wkend is anyone actually gunna go to the sc this wk???? cause i wants to go lauras going slimes sat but then hmmmm it is slimes tho lol and i have to wrk sun for the stupid chealsea football match sooooooooo gay i hate it :( but yea i wanna party this wkend and get wasted whos with me ??????

hey dudes i finally has a job or two lol i work in a pub called the lemon tree in charing cross central :d 3 nights a week cash in hand and u get tips if u smile nicely lol i shall try me hardest on tht one :d and then i have another pub job in fulham wicked hey lol shit hours but means i can go frm the pub to the clubs and not worry about waking up damn early for work again hehe yayness :d so yea i wanna catch up with everyone soooooooooooooon cause im lonely and has nothing to do now till thurs fri sat and i think sun wen i work nights :( remember i can still go out clubbing hehe so excited ive missed the london night life and all my friends hehe :) mwah xx

hey guys im finally back in the cold snow from aussie land yay! :D i havs lost alot of ur numbers but have a few like zara laura and daisy so if u lovs me u will give ur numbers back to me hehe i cant wait to party with all u guys and i have missed u all merry crimbo and a ha happy new years xxxxxxxxx

im off to the land of aussie today :( and sorry to all of u who turned up on sat and rik i gots my kick up the arse lol im so sorry daisy and laura will expalin cant be arsed to write it havs lotsa things to do atm like CRY!!!!!!!!!!!! :( im gunna miss u all james my amazingly amazing boyfriend :( kelly daisy laura zara ollie rik amy dandy andy heather and all the slimes mahoosive hehe! :d im back in 12 weeks wahey but ill be back with more tattoos and a tan hehe yay! :d love u all and im not sure wen ill be able to go on the net so ill text all u georgeous people if u dnt havs my aussie number and u want it ask laura or daisy :D and ill get back to u all !!!!!!!!!!!!

MISS U GUYS XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

well it is now the end of monday and i have finished my last day of work im not officially a bum for the next few weeks lol oh joy :) well i had a pretty okies wkend went to sin city fri with kelly and the weatherspoons pub b4 hand with kel and laura :d which was cool lots of funn pics hehe sin city was ok played sum good meatl but then turned emo by the end of the night nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo was not a happy bunny really i wasnt hmpft hehe on sat i had to move otta my flat and go home again wahey oh the joy i had doing tht me and kel ended up sitting in my room for and hr or 2 after having subway before i started packing lol then i went home as i was wrking and surviveing on 2hrs sleep not pretty lol then sun went to camden after wrk bumped into kyle mash up as usual after slimes lol but was cool to see him and catch up on his slimes night lol hope everyone had an awsome wkend :) mwah xxxxxxxxxxx


remember the 8th is coming soon :) xxx

well its finally sun after a wkend of fun and ummmmmmmm FUN!!!!
went to the sc fri had a pretty cool night! saw zara and ollie and daisy and mark and kelly and laura and a new person called tom and yana :) again yay saw kyle too even tho he seemed to dissapear like usual lol! my friend frm skool came and saw me sarah shes off to uni like lotsa my friends :( so it was kinda like my leaving thing but as lotsa people cudnt make it like sezzy and heather :( im planning a slimes partay on the 8th oct so who evers up for it ur welcome to join moi! as i leave on the 12th :(
on sat i went to the pub with sum old college friends which was cool as i got up at 12.30 after getting to sleeo around 7,30am which was fun fun fun lol stayed awake till i got home around 12am lol so yea went to the pub and topped up frm fri night not an alchy tho I SWEAR!!!!!!! hehe the went to a bar called zulus which wasnt too bad i stole a hat yay! hehe and gots a drink brought for me well good just cause im cool innit! lol :) but yea now its sun and ive been at wrk since 6.45 am and have to be here till 11pm :( cause theres only four staff untill tue so its kinda gay being the manager lol! aw well not going out this wkend as im wrking 7am-3pm fri sat and sun but mon tis my last day of wrk then 2 weeks off wahey!!!!!!! and my bf is coming down on the 30th so im all excited i miss him sooooooooooo much sucks!!! but fingers still crossed tht his dad is paying for him to see me in aussie land hehe :) but yea wud be cool to see everyone on the 8th including u amy hehe! havnt seen u in ages missy xxxxxxxxxx

well guys its finally here the last sc ill be at for a few months *cries* im off to ozzie land 3 weeks wed :( but hey hpefully ill c everyone there 2moro cause it wud be cool to say goodbye n stuff unless peoples wanna go to slimes in 3 weeks for my offical goodbye :) but yea i chose sc cause more people can make it and plus its better than slimes in a way lol brighter :) xxxxxxxxx
hehe oooooooo and james might be coming over to aussie during the xmas holidays to spend time with me how cool is tht no one has ever done tht for me before! :) YAY!!!!

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yay tis fri everyone and even tho im not going slimes 2moro :( i will be in camden yay so everyone come down :) is anyone going then and waht times will u guys be down there!?? mucho love ooooooo and look at my stewie hehe! so i am signing off for the weekend and i will see all my beautiful people on the weekend me hopes hehe if u want me call or text me! loves u all hehe mwah mwah (to daisy hehe) x x x x

well the weekend just gone omg how amazing so many new bruises and a guy im really liking atm :) im so happy :) well the leeds fest on fri was amazing saw mm funeral alakine trio incubus iorn maiden wow all were awsome live and i was at the fron or on the floor for most of them! which was amazing yay! and then on sat i went to the cinema to see the 40 yr old virgin was sooooooooooo good lol and i had the guy i like next to me watching it with me was so happy hehe then went around leeds for the day just chilled had to elave at 6pm to go home which i really didnt wanna GAY!!!!! but i was moody on the bus on the way home but i fell asleep and woke up and i was well happy again yay! and plus he's coming down to see me on fri till mon go me hehe i thinks if he reads this he's gunna think im kinda weird cause im excited :( lol cause sat was the first proper day we got to spend together lol but we chat all the time tis awsome i loves him hehe! :) wahey so how is everyone ?????? x

well i just got a phone call from my mum saying that her and dad have finally booked my ticket to australia :( im lookingnforward to it i really am but since i came bak i have made sum awsome new friends like daisy laurs zara ollie heather katy and lots of others i loves u all ur all awsome so in a way i really dont wanna go kinda sucks but hey i fly out on the 12th oct everyone so we need to party it up everyone and I MEAN EVERYONE has to come im hoping to be back at the begining of feb for a month for everyones bday :) fingers crossed hey! :) but im gunna arrange like a big thing soonish 6weeks everyone :( loves u all mwah mwah x x x